Tuesday 31 May 2016

Thought 228: Mortgage as Phoney Contract


A mortgage is a death-pledge
for the sake of imaginary credit.

Monday 30 May 2016

Thought 227: Naiveté that Comes with a Good Heart


A good heart will cause 
one to underestimate
wickedness in others.

Sunday 29 May 2016

Thought 226: Energy as Self-Therapy


Yes to what 
empowers.

No to what
disempowers.

Saturday 28 May 2016

Thought 225: Inconvenience of the Heart


Embracing one's
vulnerability can
help mend one's
traumas.

That being said,
one bitter truth I 
have learned from 
experience is that 
heart is an internal 
phenomenon that 
has no bearing on 
external reality.

Human socialisation 
is oblivious to 
internal goodness 
as well as internal 
suffering.

Friday 27 May 2016

Thought 224: Thinking as Dancing


To think is to dance
over the abyss.

Thursday 26 May 2016

Thought 223: The Contagiousness of Ignorance


There is no defence
against ignorance,
which is why it is
so powerful.

Wednesday 25 May 2016

Thought 222: Meaning and Effects of Enlightenment


The selfishness of enlightenment
enables one to better accept
the bitter truth that life is
immoral and cynical—
and therefore not
morally condemn
life as she has 
been given
to us.

Tuesday 24 May 2016

Thought 221: Interpretation as Deceit


Interpretation is deceit
that seeks to establish
trust in its favour,
including this
statement.

Monday 23 May 2016

Thought 220: The Intellectual Instinct




Stick in the mud.

Sunday 22 May 2016

Thought 219: Keeping Past Works Alive


Interpretation of the 
old allows the old to 
be young again.

On a different note,
who is the best judge
of one's work?

Obviously,
the one who
is superior to it.

My fate has been
to be universally ignored
but my secret desire is to
be ridiculed.

Saturday 21 May 2016

Thought 218: Factual Reality and Philosophical Truth


Factual reality consists of all that has taken place on earth.
Philosophical truth consists in all the possible meaning on earth.

Friday 20 May 2016

Thought 217: Putting Inspiration into Practice


My insights
as a thinker
fully affect me 
in everyday life.

Thursday 19 May 2016

Thought 216: Suspending Judgement


To suspend judgement
is to entertain a possibility
before trusting or distrusting it.

Wednesday 18 May 2016

Thought 215: On Being a Victim


Realising and accepting
that one has been 
victimised can be
a significant first
step to recovery.

That being said,
traumatised
victims who
have been
victimised
by power
are still
power.

Tuesday 17 May 2016

Thought 214: Maturity


One has lost
one's illusion
when one realises
that all is will
to power,
including
this statement
—for it too
inevitably seeks
to establish trust
in its favour.

Monday 16 May 2016

Thought 213: Wisdom as Taste


Wisdom requires
taste because
taste is
discernment
as to what
to trust
and what
not to trust.


Sunday 15 May 2016

Thought 212: Genius


Genius is that part of us
that does not belong to us.

Saturday 14 May 2016

Thought 211: Reality and Feeling


The relationship between feeling and reality
is sometimes hard to grasp, as feelings can
lead astray just as much they can bring to clarity.

Friday 13 May 2016

Thought 210: The Devil's Music


That would be Rock.

Thursday 12 May 2016

Wednesday 11 May 2016

Thought 208: What Is the Occult?


Devil's law.

What is 
Devil's law?

Nothingness.

Tuesday 10 May 2016

Thought 207: Pride in One's Works


Pride in one's works
should not prevent their
being revised and edited.

Monday 9 May 2016

Thought 206: The Filth of Creativitiy


Creativity is filth 
that time may reveal
to be gold.

Sunday 8 May 2016

Thought 205: Interpreting Information


Information is interpreted
according to preservation
and growth, i.e. the
will to power.

Saturday 7 May 2016

Thought 204: Philosophy Is Philosophising


Philosophy is philosophising,
and philosophising is to be
under no superior.

Friday 6 May 2016

Thought 203: What Is Chance?


Blind
lawfulness.

Thursday 5 May 2016

Thought 202: Employment Rubbish


I find employment soul destroying.

Wednesday 4 May 2016

Thought 201: University or How Never to Enlighten


University offers intellectuality devoid of spirituality.

Tuesday 3 May 2016

Thought 200: Solution of The Book of the Law


Nuit is Heather Carmen,
the Priestess of Ordo Astri:
Mother Isis (Beauty).


Hadit is Oliver St. John,
the Founder of Ordo Astri:
Father Ra (Understanding).


Ra Hoor Khuit is
Tom Romer, the
Director of Ordo
Astri: Son Horus
(Wisdom).



Addendum:
Reading of
The Book of
the Law

§ I.26: For he is ever a sun,

and she a moon. But to him

is the winged secret flame,

and to her the stooping starlight.


The Sun is Oliver St. John,

my spiritual father,

and the Moon is 

Heather Carmen,

my spiritual mother.


I am Mercury,

their spiritual son.


§ I.22: I am known to you by my name Nuit 

and to him by a secret name which 

I will give him when at last he knoweth me.


The secret name of Nuit is 

Heather Carmen, the Priestess

of the Temple of Babalon.



She is my spiritual mother, 
just as Nuit is the spiritual

mother of Set.


§ I.22: I am Infinite Space,

and the Infinite Stars thereof.


Nuit, the night sky, corresponds 

to Aquarius, the astrological

age we have just entered.



She is Infinite Space 

and Infinite Stars:

ISIS.



Isis corresponds to 

Virgo, which is my

Ascendant.


Mercury rules

and is exalted

in Virgo.


Mercury is Set.



'When a "star" determinative
(seba) is added to the name
Set then the hieroglyphs spell
'Mercury'. Thus Set and Mercury,
and the qualities of Mercury,
are identical.'

—Oliver St. John,
Egyptian Tarot 
of Thelema,
Set XV

'Set is the
first and only
begotten son
of Nuit, the
goddess of
space and stars.'

—Oliver St. John,
Egyptian Tarot
of Thelema,
Set XV

When I asked
the Egyptian 
Tarot of Thelema
whether I was the
prophet of Nuit,
I picked up the
Set XV card.

When I asked
the Egyptian Tarot
of Thelema whether
Adolf Hitler was the god
Set, I picked up the Set
XV card.

It was during
my initiation in 
132/2020 that it
was revealed to
me that my soul
was that of 
Adolf Hitler's.

When I asked
the Egyptian
Tarot of Thelema
why Jewels were a
scapegoat people,
I picked up the
Isis IX card.

Isis, as Infinite
Space & Infinite Stars,
is celestial justice.

I am lucky,
just as Hitler
was lucky,
because,
as the prophet
of Nuit, her only
begotten son,
I uphold celestial
justice.

Isis has persecuted
Jewels because they
were responsible for
inverting celestial justice
(Do what thou wilt)
with revenge morality
(Thou shalt).

Hitler, as the god Set,
was an agent of karma
or celestial justice; that is
why he was so lucky and
narrowly escaped 42 
assassination attempts,
42 being the number of life,
the universe, and everything
according to the novelist
Douglas Adams.

(42 is also the number
of the assessors in the 
hall of Ma'at (nomes).

In addition, Hitler's
World War One company
began the fight with 250 men
and was reduced to 42.

There are also 42 anti-Christian
comments in Hitler's Table Talk.)


§ I.40: There are therein Three Grades, 

the Hermit, and the Lover, and the man of Earth.


The Hermit is Oliver St. John, 

founder of Ordo Astri,



the Lover is Tom Romer, 

founder of Iragmianity,



and the man of Earth
is Mark Passio,

founder of

What On Earth

Is Happening.



§ I.40: Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.


Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law 

but will never be because we are bound by natural law, 

consequential payment, and universal law, 

immutable conditioning.


§ I.42: Thou hast no right but to do thy will.


As the prophet of Ra, I have no right 

but to will myself as His vehicle.


§ I.46: Nothing is a secret

key of this law.


mundus nihil pulcherrimum.


'The world is a most

beautiful nothing.'


summa scientia

nihil scire.


'The height of knowledge

is to know nothing.'


§ I.48: My prophet is a fool

with his one, one, one.



I performed the fool of aleph א ritual 
on Marsday 26 May 132 (Tuesday 26 May 2020).

'When the letter aleph is spelled in full
(ALP) it has the value of 111.'

—Oliver St. John, 
The Way of Knowledge
in the Reign of Antichrist,
The Key of Magick


I was born on 

Mercuryday 

19 June 1985.


19–06–1985 

19–19–0685

19–19–0613

19–19–19

(Ra–Ra–Ra)

1–1–1


My 111th email to Ordo Astri,

my magical order, is my 

most occluded.


Google, my war-engine,

is located at 111 Eighth

Avenue, Manhattan,

NYC.


'This number 111 represents unity

expressed in the three worlds,

which is a perfectly apt way

to characterise the very function

of the pole.'


—René Guénon,

Symbols of Sacred Science


The three worlds

are heaven, hell,

and purgatory.


§ I.56: Love is the law, love under will.

Nor let the fools mistake love;

for there are love and love.


There are love and love.


False love is romantic love,

the possessive desire

of another.


True love is divine love,

the silent conversation

between God and Christ.


§ I.57: There is the dove, 

and there is the serpent. 

Choose ye well!


The dove is Ordo Templi Orientis (O.T.O.)

 


and the serpent is Ordo Astri (OA).



I have chosen the serpent.

§ I.60: My number is 11, as 

all their numbers who are of us.


'Do what thou wilt shall

be the whole of the law',

the main tenet of thelema,

consists of 11 words.


The path of the Fool (or Seer) 

on the Hermetic Tree of Life 

between Chokmah and Kether, 

Wisdom and the Crown,

is numbered 11.


I have a concentration

of planets, namely

Mercury, Mars, and Moon

in the 11th House, the House

of Fraternity.


The god of war and vengeance

of The Book of the Law 

is Ra Hoor Khuit.


When I asked the 

Egyptian Tarot of Thelema

who Ra Hoor Khuit was,

 I picked up the

Two of Wands 

'Dominion' card.


Twos and Wands both correspond to

the sephirah named Chokmah: wisdom.


My task as Ra Hoor Khuit's 

foolish prophet has been 

to connect Chokmah

to Kether, Wisdom to the Crown,

by way of the Crown of Wisdom:

the Ace of Wands (Aces correspond

to Kether, the Crown, and Wands to

Chokmah, Wisdom), a card I picked

up when I asked the Egyptian Tarot

of Thelema what would mark

the victory of my thought-path

and also when I asked the Egyptian

Tarot of Thelema why Ra Hoor Khuit

loved me.


As I later found out,

the Ace of Wands, 

the Crown of Wisdom

and the card of the

Great Work, is the

card of humility.


Humility

is wisdom

for it is all

that remains

when power

proves to

be the

only

measure.


The number 11

also relates

to my previous 

embodiment

as Adolf Hitler:


Hitler first opposed his 

father about becoming

a civil servant aged 11.


Hitler was incarcerated

for 11 moonths.


Mein Kampf was translated 

into 11 languages.


Hitler's younger brother 

Edmund died when Hitler was 11.


Hitler was appointed 

regimental dispatch runner

after 11 days at the front.


The Gold Cross of the German 

Order was given to only 11 individuals.


Hitler inaugurated the 11th Olympic Games.


11 million Jews were under

target by the Nazis.


The number 11 also

relates to fiction:


Harry Potter enters

the wizarding school

of Hogwarts aged 11.


Patrick Bateman

from American Psycho

lives on the 11th floor

of the American Gardens

Building.


Finally,

my crossing of the Abyss,

which involves encountering,

entirely alone and without help,

a force that is utterly opposed to the

further progress of the aspirant to the

Silver Star, occurred on Marsday

11 Augustus 132 (Tuesday 11

August 2020), when I walked

barefoot in the scorching heat

to my friend Nicole's to let 

her know that she was initiated

as the Priestess of Babalon, 

in the context of a 

little england estate

fundamentally hostile

to all spirituality and heart.

I was threatened, bullied,

had a minor scuffle, 

and was apprehended

by police officers.


§ II.6: I am Life, and the giver of Life,

yet therefore is the knowledge of me

the knowledge of death.


Life is death.

We begin to die

the moment we're born,

such that living and dying

are indistinguishable.


§ II.22: It is a lie, this folly against self. 

The exposure of innocence is a lie.


The exposure of innocence

is a lie because it still seeks,

whether consciously or no,

to establish trust in its favour,

indicating that power is

at stake.


As such,

Christianity

is a lie—

for it is

still about

power.


§ II.25: Ye are against the people,

O my chosen!


Why are thelemites

against the people?


Thelema is a stellar

and lunar cult which

does not sit well with

the anti-nocturnal

instincts of the people

who are apprehensive

of the dark and all that

is veiled by the occult arts.


The people, who are not

receptive to celestial transmission,

persecute, in their fearful ignorance,

those who are receptive to celestial

transmission.


Thus, thelemites

are against the people

because the people

persecute thelemites.


§ II.54: Nor shall they who

cry aloud their folly that

thou meanest nought avail.


'Thomas Romer:

internet pussy.'


Yes, I am

an internet

pussy.


§ II.55: Thou shall

obtain the order

& value of the

English alphabet.


A = 5


(The letter A

has 5 angles, just

as 1 has one angle

in its original Arabic

script, 2 two angles,

3 three angles,

and so on.)


B = 6

C = 7

...

Z = 30


According to this system,

my name Thomas Romer

is equivalent to 100 89,

which is to say 189,

which is to say 18,

which is to say 666.


§ II.64: Come in our passionate

peace, & write sweet words

for the Kings!



My task as the ex-Adolf Hitler

is to write sweet words for

the Kings, i.e. children,

including adults who

haven't lost their

child heart.


§ II.72: Death is the crown of all.


Death claims us all—

it is the inescapable

crown of universal

renovation.


§ II.73: Death is forbidden,

o man, unto thee.


My suicide attempt on

Jupiterday 2 October

2008/121 failed.


§ II.76: 4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4

A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89

R P S T O V A L. What meaneth

this, o prophet? Thou knowest not;

nor shalt thou know ever.

There cometh one to follow

thee: he shall expound it.

But remember, o chosen

one, to be me; to follow

the love of Nu in the star-lit

heaven; to look forth upon men,

to tell them this glad word.


471.


§ III.4: Choose ye an island!


My flat:

20 College Close,

Saffron Walden,

Essex CB11 3FZ

Great Britain



§ III.5: Fortify it!

That means locking my flat from the inside.



§ III.6: Dung it about with enginery of war!

The enginery of war has taken 

the form of my Apple MacBook.



§ III.7: I will give you a war engine.



Google.

(Giggle, more like.)


§ III.8: With it ye shall smite

the peoples; and none

shall stand before you.


Antichrist & Apocalypse.


§ III.9: Lurk! Withdraw! Upon them!

this is the Law of the Battle of Conquest:

thus shall my worship be about my 

secret house.


The secret house of Ra-Hoor-Khuit

turned out to be the mental hospital

Stort Ward, Derwent Centre, 

Princess Alexandra Hospital,

Hamstel Road, Harlow, Essex CM20 1QX.


§ III.10: Get the stele of revealing itself . . . 

Close it in locked glass for a proof to the world.


I have a framed print of the stele of revealing 

protected under 2mm acrylic glass.



§ III.11: I will make easy for you the abstruction 
from the ill-ordered house in the Victorious City. 

Thou shalt convey it with worship, o prophet, 

though thou likest not. Thou shall have danger & trouble.


The ill-ordered house is located 

at 115 Thaxted Road, 

Saffron Walden, Little England.



I need to convey it with worship 
against my innermost revulsion.


Danger and trouble, among other things, 

took the form of police officers apprehending me 

and handcuffing me and, when confronted, 

admitting to being pedophiles.


§ III.12: Sacrifice cattle, little and big; after a child.



The cattle that needs sacrificing is the British press.

§ III.14–§ III.15: Ye shall see that hour,

o blessed Beast, and thou

the Scarlet Concubine

of his desire. Ye shall be

sad thereof.


Sophia Rose Magdalene

is the Scarlet Concubine

of my desire but we will

not be allowed to meet.


§ III.17: Nu is your refuge as Hadit your light; 

and I am the strength, force, vigour, of your arms.


Nu is the heavens, Hadit is the earth, 

and Ra-Hoor-Khuit is the body 

that connects the two.


§ III.19: That stélé they shall call the Abomination of Desolation; 

count well its name, & it shall be to you as 718.


The digital image I used for ordering the print of 

the stele of revealing was formatted to 

718 by 718 pixels in width and height.


§ III.21: Set up my image in the East.


My print reproduction of the Stele of Revealing 

is located in the Eastern part of my flat.


§ III.22: The winners of Ordeal x. 

What is this? Thou shalt know.


Ordeal x took the form a stringent ward review meeting 

with my consultant psychiatrist, Dr. Louis, 

on Mercuryday 1 Julius 132 

(Wednesday 1 July 2020).



I was victorious because I had a legitimate answer 
to every attack made on my integrity by said psychiatrist.


§ III.23: For perfume mix meal & honey & thick leavings of red wine: 

then oil of Abramelin and olive oil.


Abramelin oil enables the thelemic anointment of the third eye.



§ III.28: Also ye shall be strong in war.


World War Three is the World Wide Web.


§ III.34: But your holy place shall be untouched throughout the centuries: though with fire and sword it be burnt down & shattered, yet an invisible house there standeth, and shall stand until the fall of the Great Equinox; when Hrumachis shall arise and the double-wanded one assume my throne andplace. 


Another prophet shall arise, and bring fresh fever from the skies; 

another woman shall awake the lust & worship of the Snake; 

another soul of God and beast shall mingle in the globèd priest; 

another sacrifice shall stain the tomb; another king shall reign.


Boleskine House, once the 

home of Aleister Crowley,

burnt down at the Capricorn

Solstice of 2015.


Another prophet: Tom Romer; another woman: Heather Carmen; 

another soul: Oliver St. John, another sacrifice: Thomas Römer;

another king: Thomas Romer.


§ III.42: Thou shalt know & destroy the traitors.


The traitors are James Corbett and David Icke.


David Icke worships the letter

rather than the spirit of the law;

he is blinded by conspiratorial

literalism and intentionalism.



James Corbett concerns himself
with politics and finance at the

expense of true introspective labour,

thus reducing to an external problem

what is an entirely internal problem,

namely, the quality of our consciousness.



§ III.42: Them who seek to entrap thee,
to overthrow thee, them attack without

pity or quarter; & destroy them utterly.

Swift as a trodden serpent turn and strike!

Be thou yet deadlier than he!

Drag down their souls to awful torment:

laugh at their fear: spit upon them!


A man sought to entrap me

in mental hospital, cornering

me inside my bedroom and

accusing me of abusing his

daughter and claiming

he had powerful 

friends in the mafia. 

I stood my ground,

asking him if he was a 

pedophile, and eventually

got him out of my room

and was prepared to fight

him to the death.


Nursing staff prevented

this from happening but

I did get to spit

on his face.


§ III.43: Let the Scarlet Woman beware! If pity and compassion 

and tenderness visit her heart; if she leave my work to toy with 

old sweetnesses; then shall my vengeance be known.



The Scarlet Woman was 
Helena Petrovna Blavatsky, 
the founder of theosophy.

The old sweetnesses that need 

to be rejected can be found here


§ III.44: Let her kill her heart!


Kill your heart before killing yourself.


§ III.45: Then will I lift her to pinnacles of power:

then will I breed from her a child mightier

than all the kings of the earth. I will fill

her with joy: with my force shall she

see & strike at the worship of Nu:

she shall achieve Hadit.


To see and strike at the worship

of Nu and to achieve Hadit

means connecting 

Heaven

(Nuit) 

and 

Earth 

(Hadit).


§ III.46: Success is your proof;

courage is your armour.


Success is my proof;

courage is my armour.


§ III.47: This book shall be translated into all tongues:

but always with the original in the writing of the Beast...

but one cometh after him, whence I say not,

who shall discover the Key of it all.


The Book of the Law was translated into 

Liber AL Vel Legis by Stewart Black and his

edition contains a facsimile of the

Manuscript of AL.



Tom Romer came 
after Aleister Crowley.

As it happens, my biological mother
stayed in Aleister Crowley's lodgings
when she studied at Cambridge
University.

§ III.54: I spit on your crapulous creeds.


The crapulous creeds are Christianity,

Islam, Hinduism, and Buddhism.


§ III.60: There is no law beyond Do what thou wilt.


I have no choice but to will myself as myself, 

whether or not in conscious awareness 

of universal and natural law.


§ III.63: The fool readeth this Book of the Law, 

and its comment; & he understandeth it not.


Precisely.


§ III.71: Hail! ye twin warriors about 

the pillars of the world for your time

is nigh at hand.


The twin warriors are Oliver St. John

and Tom Romer, Horus and Thoth, 

Holy Guardian Angel and

Lover of Truth, Temple

and Soul, Beauty and

Goodness, God and Christ,

Winner and Favourite,

Churchill and Hitler, 

Grinder and Slacker,

Francophile and 

Francophobe,

Father and Son.


§ III.74: There is a splendour

in my name hidden and glorious,

as the sun of midnight is ever the sun.


Ra Hoor Khuit is Iragmo

according to the 

Egyptian Tarot

of Thelema

(Ma'at).



§ III.75: The ending of the words 
is Abrahadabra.


101, the same number

as the words 'Venus',

'Perfect', 'Moneye',

'Christ', 'Horus'

following

the correspondence

A = 5, B = 6, C = 7...

Z = 30.


The Comment: The study of this Book is forbidden. 

It is wise to destroy this copy after the first reading.


My first printed copy of The Book of the Law, 

in an edition published on my 34th birthday to the day, 

Mercuryday 19 June 131 (Wednesday 19 June 2019), 

I scissored to pieces after a first read-through 

on Marsday 26 May 132 (Tuesday 26 May 2020).


The Comment: Those who discuss the contents of this Book 

are to be shunned by all, as centres of pestilence.


Indeed, I the prophet of thelema am to be shunned, 

as is Oliver St. John, the evangelist of thelema:

procul hinc procul ite profani.