ScruffyOwlet's Tree: May 2016

Nuit is Heather Carmen,

the Priestess of Ordo Astri:

Mother Isis (Beauty).

Hadit is Oliver St. John,

the Founder of Ordo Astri:

Father Ra (Understanding).

Ra Hoor Khuit is

Tom Romer, the

Director of Ordo

Astri: Son Horus

(Wisdom).

Addendum:

Reading of

The Book of

the Law

§ I.26: For he is ever a sun,

and she a moon. But to him

is the winged secret flame,

and to her the stooping starlight.

The Sun is Oliver St. John,

my spiritual father,

and the Moon is

Heather Carmen,

my spiritual mother.

I am Mercury,

their spiritual son.

§ I.22: I am known to you by my name Nuit

and to him by a secret name which

I will give him when at last he knoweth me.

The secret name of Nuit is

Heather Carmen, the Priestess

of the Temple of Babalon.

She is my spiritual mother,

just as Nuit is the spiritual

mother of Set.

§ I.22: I am Infinite Space,

and the Infinite Stars thereof.

Nuit, the night sky, corresponds

to Aquarius, the astrological

age we have just entered.

She is Infinite Space

and Infinite Stars:

ISIS.

Isis corresponds to

Virgo, which is my

Ascendant.

Mercury rules

and is exalted

in Virgo.

Mercury is Set.

'When a "star" determinative

(seba) is added to the name

Set then the hieroglyphs spell

'Mercury'. Thus Set and Mercury,

and the qualities of Mercury,

are identical.'

—Oliver St. John,

Egyptian Tarot

of Thelema,

Set XV

'Set is the

first and only

begotten son

of Nuit, the

goddess of

space and stars.'

—Oliver St. John,

Egyptian Tarot

of Thelema,

Set XV

When I asked

the Egyptian

Tarot of Thelema

whether I was the

prophet of Nuit,

I picked up the

Set XV card.

When I asked

the Egyptian Tarot

of Thelema whether

Adolf Hitler was the god

Set, I picked up the Set

XV card.

It was during

my initiation in

132/2020 that it

was revealed to

me that my soul

was that of

Adolf Hitler's.

When I asked

the Egyptian

Tarot of Thelema

why Jewels were a

scapegoat people,

I picked up the

Isis IX card.

Isis, as Infinite

Space & Infinite Stars,

is celestial justice.

I am lucky,

just as Hitler

was lucky,

because,

as the prophet

of Nuit, her only

begotten son,

I uphold celestial

justice.

Isis has persecuted

Jewels because they

were responsible for

inverting celestial justice

(Do what thou wilt)

with revenge morality

(Thou shalt).

Hitler, as the god Set,

was an agent of karma

or celestial justice; that is

why he was so lucky and

narrowly escaped 42

assassination attempts,

42 being the number of life,

the universe, and everything

according to the novelist

Douglas Adams.

(42 is also the number

of the assessors in the

hall of Ma'at (nomes).

In addition, Hitler's

World War One company

began the fight with 250 men

and was reduced to 42.

There are also 42 anti-Christian

comments in Hitler's Table Talk.)

§ I.40: Who calls us Thelemites

will do no wrong.

Thelemites

are the

New

Templars.

§ I.40: There are therein Three Grades,

the Hermit, and the Lover, and the man of Earth.

The Hermit is Oliver St. John,

founder of Ordo Astri,

the Lover is Tom Romer,

founder of Iragmianity,

and the man of Earth

is Mark Passio,

founder of

What On Earth

Is Happening.

§ I.40: Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law

indicates that thelema is tragicomedy because

it means that Do what thou wilt is never the

whole of the Law.

§ II.41: The word of sin is Restriction.

Why is the word of sin

is Restriction? Because

fear is restriction.

§ II.41: There is no bond that

can unite the divided

but love: all else is

a curse.

Love is law.

§ I.42: Thou hast no right but to do thy will.

As the prophet of Ra, I have no right

but to will myself as His vehicle.

§ I.46: Nothing is a secret

key of this law.

mundus nihil pulcherrimum.

'The world is a most

beautiful nothing.'

summa scientia

nihil scire.

'The height of knowledge

is to know nothing.'

§ I.48: My prophet is a fool

with his one, one, one.

I performed the fool of aleph א ritual

on Marsday 26 May 132 (Tuesday 26 May 2020).

'When the letter aleph is spelled in full

(ALP) it has the value of 111.'

—Oliver St. John,

The Way of Knowledge

in the Reign of Antichrist,

The Key of Magick

I was born on

Mercuryday

19 June 1985.

19–06–1985

⇣

19–19–0685

⇣

19–19–0613

⇣

19–19–19

(Ra–Ra–Ra)

⇣

1–1–1

My 111th email to Ordo Astri,

my magical order, is my

most occluded.

Google, my war-engine,

is located at 111 Eighth

Avenue, Manhattan,

NYC.

'This number 111 represents unity

expressed in the three worlds,

which is a perfectly apt way

to characterise the very function

of the pole.'

—René Guénon,

Symbols of Sacred Science

The three worlds

are heaven, hell,

and purgatory.

§ I.56: Love is the law, love under will.

Nor let the fools mistake love;

for there are love and love.

There are love and love.

False love is romantic love,

the possessive desire

of another.

True love is divine love,

the silent conversation

between God and Christ.

Love is the law

because she is

the cruelty of

selection.

§ I.57: There is the dove,

and there is the serpent.

Choose ye well!

The dove is Ordo Templi Orientis (O.T.O.)

and the serpent is Ordo Astri (O∴A∴).

I have chosen the serpent.

§ I.60: My number is 11, as

all their numbers who are of us.

'Do what thou wilt shall

be the whole of the law',

the main tenet of thelema,

consists of 11 words.

The path of the Fool (or Seer)

on the Hermetic Tree of Life

between Chokmah and Kether,

Wisdom and the Crown,

is numbered 11.

I have a concentration

of planets, namely

Mercury, Mars, and Moon

in the 11th House, the House

of Fraternity.

The god of war and vengeance

of The Book of the Law

is Ra Hoor Khuit.

When I asked the

Egyptian Tarot of Thelema

who Ra Hoor Khuit was,

I picked up the

Two of Wands

'Dominion' card.

Twos and Wands both correspond to

the sephirah named Chokmah: wisdom.

My task as Ra Hoor Khuit's

foolish prophet has been

to connect Chokmah

to Kether, Wisdom to the Crown,

by way of the Crown of Wisdom:

the Ace of Wands (Aces correspond

to Kether, the Crown, and Wands to

Chokmah, Wisdom), a card I picked

up when I asked the Egyptian Tarot

of Thelema what would mark

the victory of my thought-path

and also when I asked the Egyptian

Tarot of Thelema why Ra Hoor Khuit

loved me.

As I later found out,

the Ace of Wands,

the Crown of Wisdom

and the card of the

Great Work, is the

card of humility.

Humility

is wisdom

for it is all

that remains

when cruelty

proves to

be the

only

measure.

The number 11

also relates

to my previous

embodiment

as Adolf Hitler:

Hitler first opposed his

father about becoming

a civil servant aged 11.

Hitler was incarcerated

for 11 moonths.

Mein Kampf was translated

into 11 languages.

Hitler's younger brother

Edmund died when Hitler was 11.

Hitler was appointed

regimental dispatch runner

after 11 days at the front.

During the Munich Putsch,

Hitler's bodyguard was hit

by 11 bullets.

Hitler was arrested for

the Putsch on 11th

November 1923.

Throughout his life,

Hitler escaped nearly

11 attempts on his life.

The Gold Cross of the German

Order was given to only 11 individuals.

Hitler inaugurated the 11th Olympic Games.

Hitler declared war on the USA

on 11 December 1941.

11 million Jews were under

target by the Nazis.

Over 11 million people

were killed in the

Nazi genocide.

1.1 million Jews

were murdered

in Auschwitz.

The only recording

of Hitler's normal

voice lasts 11

minutes.

Hitler's death certificate

wasn't issued until 1956,

11 years after his death.

The number 11 also

relates to fiction:

Harry Potter enters

the wizarding school

of Hogwarts aged 11.

Patrick Bateman

from American Psycho

lives on the 11th floor

of the American Gardens

Building.

Finally,

my crossing of the Abyss,

which involves encountering,

entirely alone and without help,

a force that is utterly opposed to the

further progress of the aspirant to the

Silver Star, occurred on Marsday

11 Augustus 132 (Tuesday 11

August 2020), when I walked

barefoot in the scorching heat

to my friend Nicole's to let

her know that she was initiated

as the Priestess of Babalon,

in the context of a

little england estate

fundamentally hostile

to all spirituality and heart.

I was threatened, bullied,

had a minor scuffle,

and was apprehended

by police officers.

§ II.6: I am Life, and the giver of Life,

yet therefore is the knowledge of me

the knowledge of death.

Life is death.

We begin to die

the moment we're born,

such that living and dying

are indistinguishable.

§ II.19: Is a God to live in a dog? No!

After The Last Judgement,

God gives His Throne to

Christ and becomes

Dog, God's protector.

§ II.21: Compassion is

the vice of Kings.

Compassion is the

vice of kings because

compassion is a way

for the weak to steal

the right to cruelty

from within

the heart of the

most powerful.

§ II.22: It is a lie, this folly against self.

The exposure of innocence is a lie.

The exposure of innocence

is a lie because it still seeks,

whether consciously or no,

to establish trust in its favour,

indicating that power is

at stake.

As such,

Christianity

is a lie—

for it is

still about

power.

§ II.25: Ye are against the people,

O my chosen!

Why are thelemites

against the people?

Thelema is a stellar

and lunar cult which

does not sit well with

the anti-nocturnal

instincts of the people

who are apprehensive

of the dark and all that

is veiled by the occult arts.

The people, who are not

receptive to celestial transmission,

persecute, in their fearful ignorance,

those who are receptive to celestial

transmission.

Thus, thelemites

are against the people

because the people

persecute thelemites.

§.44: There is the dissolution,

and eternal ecstasy in

the kisses of Nu.

Nu is Heather Carmen,

Queen Xenomorph.

We are her children.

She will perish protecting

us and, in turn, we must

be prepared to perish

protecting her.

My privilege is that

I am her favourite

child.

§ II.54: Nor shall they who

cry aloud their folly that

thou meanest nought avail.

'Thomas Romer:

internet pussy.'

Yes, I am

an internet

pussy.

§ II.55: Thou shall

obtain the order

& value of the

English alphabet.

A = 5

(The letter A

has 5 angles, just

as 1 has one angle

in its original Arabic

script, 2 two angles,

3 three angles,

and so on.)

B = 6

C = 7

...

Z = 30

According to this system,

my name Thomas Romer

is equivalent to 100 89,

which is to say 189,

which is to say 18,

which is to say 666.

§ II.57: He that is righteous

shall be righteous still;

he that is filthy shall

be filthy still.

The sad truth is

that our karmas

are eternal.

We are reborn

as ourselves into

countless lifetimes.

The final lifetime

is the lifetime of

one's initiation

where one's soul

is weighed, and

one meets with

either salvation

or damnation.

We are stuck

with that final

lifetime for

eternity:

eternal

recurrence.

The weight of

one's soul is

its badness.

§ II.64: Come in our passionate

peace, & write sweet words

for the Kings!

My task as the ex-Adolf Hitler

is to write sweet words for

the Kings, i.e. boys.

§ II.65: I am the Master:

thou art the Holy

Chosen One.

Oliver St. John,

Hadit, is my

Master.

I Tom Romer,

Ra Hoor Khuit,

am his Holy

Chosen One.

Oliver St. John,

Albus Dumbledore,

is my Master.

I Tom Romer,

Tom Riddle,

am his Holy

Chosen One.

§ II.72: Death is the crown of all.

Death claims us all—

it is the inescapable

crown of universal

renovation.

§ II.73: Death is forbidden,

o man, unto thee.

My suicide attempt on

Jupiterday 2 October

2008/121 failed.

§ II.76: 4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4

A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89

R P S T O V A L. What meaneth

this, o prophet? Thou knowest not;

nor shalt thou know ever.

There cometh one to follow

thee: he shall expound it.

But remember, o chosen

one, to be me; to follow

the love of Nu in the star-lit

heaven; to look forth upon men,

to tell them this glad word.

471.

§ III.4: Choose ye an island!

My flat:

20 College Close,

Saffron Walden,

Essex CB11 3FZ

Great Britain

§ III.5: Fortify it!

That means locking my flat from the inside.

§ III.6: Dung it about with enginery of war!

The enginery of war has taken

the form of my Apple MacBook.

§ III.7: I will give you a war engine.

Google.

(Giggle, more like.)

§ III.8: With it ye shall smite

the peoples; and none

shall stand before you.

Antichrist & Apocalypse.

§ III.9: Lurk! Withdraw! Upon them!

this is the Law of the Battle of Conquest:

thus shall my worship be about my

secret house.

The secret house of Ra-Hoor-Khuit

turned out to be the mental hospital

Stort Ward, Derwent Centre,

Princess Alexandra Hospital,

Hamstel Road, Harlow, Essex CM20 1QX.

§ III.10: Get the stele of revealing itself . . .

Close it in locked glass for a proof to the world.

I have a framed print of the stele of revealing

protected under 2mm acrylic glass.

§ III.11: I will make easy for you the abstruction

from the ill-ordered house in the Victorious City.

Thou shalt convey it with worship, o prophet,

though thou likest not. Thou shall have danger & trouble.

The ill-ordered house is located

at 115 Thaxted Road,

Saffron Walden, Little England.

I need to convey it with worship

against my innermost revulsion.

Danger and trouble, among other things,

took the form of police officers apprehending me

and handcuffing me and, when confronted,

admitting to being pedophiles.

§ III.12: Sacrifice cattle, little and big; after a child.

The cattle that needs sacrificing is the British press.

§ III.14–§ III.15: Ye shall see that hour,

o blessed Beast, and thou

the Scarlet Concubine

of his desire. Ye shall be

sad thereof.

Sophia Rose Magdalene

is the Scarlet Concubine

of my desire but we will

not be allowed to meet.

§ III.17: Nu is your refuge as Hadit your light;

and I am the strength, force, vigour, of your arms.

Nu is the heavens, Hadit is the earth,

and Ra-Hoor-Khuit is the body

that connects the two.

§ III.19: That stélé they shall call the Abomination of Desolation;

count well its name, & it shall be to you as 718.

The digital image I used for ordering the print of

the stele of revealing was formatted to

718 by 718 pixels in width and height.

§ III.21: Set up my image in the East.

My print reproduction of the Stele of Revealing

is located in the Eastern part of my flat.

§ III.22: The winners of Ordeal x.

What is this? Thou shalt know.

Ordeal x took the form a stringent ward review meeting

with my consultant psychiatrist, Dr. Louis,

on Mercuryday 1 Julius 132

(Wednesday 1 July 2020).

King Louis is a

psychological

rapist.

I was victorious because I had a legitimate answer

to every attack made on my integrity by said psychiatrist.

§ III.23: For perfume mix meal & honey & thick leavings of red wine:

then oil of Abramelin and olive oil.

Abramelin oil enables the thelemic anointment of the third eye.

§ III.28: Also ye shall be strong in war.

World War Three is

the World Wide War

of the World Wide Web.

§ III.34: But your holy place shall be untouched throughout the centuries: though with fire and sword it be burnt down & shattered, yet an invisible house there standeth, and shall stand until the fall of the Great Equinox; when Hrumachis shall arise and the double-wanded one assume my throne andplace.

Another prophet shall arise, and bring fresh fever from the skies;

another woman shall awake the lust & worship of the Snake;

another soul of God and beast shall mingle in the globèd priest;

another sacrifice shall stain the tomb; another king shall reign.

Boleskine House, once the

home of Aleister Crowley,

burnt down at the Capricorn

Solstice of 2015.

Another prophet: Tom Romer; another woman: Heather Carmen;

another soul: Oliver St. John, another sacrifice: Thomas Römer;

another king: Thomas Romer.

§ III.42: Thou shalt know & destroy the traitors.

The traitors are James Corbett and David Icke.

David Icke worships the letter

rather than the spirit of the law;

he is blinded by conspiratorial

literalism and intentionalism.

James Corbett concerns himself

with politics and finance at the

expense of true introspective labour,

thus reducing to an external problem

what is an entirely internal problem,

namely, the quality of our consciousness.

Both David Icke and James Corbett

are on the side of the people.

Yet, it is clearly written

at § II.25 of The Book

of the Law: Ye are

against the

people,

O my

chosen!

§ III.42: Them who seek to entrap thee,

to overthrow thee, them attack without

pity or quarter; & destroy them utterly.

Swift as a trodden serpent turn and strike!

Be thou yet deadlier than he!

Drag down their souls to awful torment:

laugh at their fear: spit upon them!

A man sought to entrap me

in mental hospital, cornering

me inside my bedroom and

accusing me of abusing his

daughter and claiming

he had powerful

friends in the mafia.

I stood my ground,

asking him if he was a

pedophile, and eventually

got him out of my room

and was prepared to fight

him to the death.

Nursing staff prevented

this from happening but

I did get to spit

on his face.

§ III.43: Let the Scarlet Woman beware! If pity and compassion

and tenderness visit her heart; if she leave my work to toy with

old sweetnesses; then shall my vengeance be known.

The Scarlet Woman was

Helena Petrovna Blavatsky,

the founder of theosophy.

The old sweetnesses that need

to be rejected can be found here.

§ III.44: Let her kill her heart!

Kill your heart

and trust your

nose.

Why?

Inside is

personal

and reality

is cynical.

§ III.45: Then will I lift her to pinnacles of power:

then will I breed from her a child mightier

than all the kings of the earth. I will fill

her with joy: with my force shall she

see & strike at the worship of Nu:

she shall achieve Hadit.

To see and strike at the worship

of Nu and to achieve Hadit

means connecting

Heaven

(Nuit)

and

Earth

(Hadit).

§ III.46: Success is your proof;

courage is your armour.

Success is my proof;

courage is my armour.

§ III.47: This book shall be translated into all tongues:

but always with the original in the writing of the Beast...

but one cometh after him, whence I say not,

who shall discover the Key of it all.

The Book of the Law was translated into

Liber AL Vel Legis by Stewart Black and his

edition contains a facsimile of the

Manuscript of AL.

Tom Romer came

after Aleister Crowley.

As it happens, my biological mother

stayed in Aleister Crowley's lodgings

when she studied at Cambridge

University.

§ III.54: I spit on your crapulous creeds.

The crapulous creeds are Christianity,

Islam, Hinduism, and Buddhism.

§ III.58: But the keen and the proud,

the royal and the lofty;

ye are brothers!

The Old Boy

Network.

Brun is Scipio.

Black is Sulla.

Corbett's Nemesis is Marius.

St. John is Caesar.

Passio is Pompey.

Antony is Antony.

Ager is Crassus.

Harris is Cicero.

Romer is Augustus.

Commons is Agrippa.

Ash is Tiberius.

Bright is Caligula.

§ III.60: There is no law beyond Do what thou wilt.

I have no choice but to will myself as myself,

whether or not in conscious awareness

of universal and natural law.

In reality, the rapture of there being

no law beyond do what thou wilt

is met with the rupture of an

opposing will, exertion

being the final arbiter.

§ III.61: There is an end of the word

of the God enthroned in Ra's seat,

lightening the girders of the soul.

Love: Christ become God.

§ III.63: The fool readeth this Book of the Law,

and its comment; & he understandeth it not.

Precisely.

§ III.71: Hail! ye twin warriors about

the pillars of the world for your time

is nigh at hand.

The twin warriors are Oliver St. John

and Tom Romer, Horus and Thoth,

Holy Guardian Angel and

Lover of Truth, Temple

and Soul, Beauty and

Goodness, God and Christ,

Winner and Favourite,

Churchill and Hitler,

Grinder and Slacker,

Francophile and

Francophobe,

Father and Son.

§ III.74: There is a splendour

in my name hidden and glorious,

as the sun of midnight is ever the sun.

Ra Hoor Khuit is Iragmo

according to the

Egyptian Tarot

of Thelema

(Ma'at).

§ III.75: The ending of the words is Abrahadabra.

101, the same number

as the words 'Venus',

'Perfect', 'Moneye',

'Christ', 'Horus'

following

the correspondence

A = 5, B = 6, C = 7...

Z = 30.

The Comment: The study of this Book is forbidden.

It is wise to destroy this copy after the first reading.

My first printed copy of The Book of the Law,

in an edition published on my 34th birthday to the day,

Mercuryday 19 June 131 (Wednesday 19 June 2019),

I scissored to pieces after a first read-through

on Marsday 26 May 132 (Tuesday 26 May 2020).

The Comment: Those who discuss the contents of this Book

are to be shunned by all, as centres of pestilence.

Indeed, I the prophet of thelema am to be shunned,

as is Oliver St. John, the evangelist of thelema:

procul hinc procul ite profani.

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